Let's talk what's going on from the last blog till today XD

01 September 2022

Hi

It has been so many years since I stopped blogging because I was focusing on my life and moving on from my past relationship. I, Thank God that I really moved on. It was 2018, I went to New Zealand with my mommy and met someone there through a dating app. It was a good time but until 2020, he seemed to not be interested in me anymore because of the way he texted me. Also, it was covid in 2019. I guess he wanted to give up on our relationship. And the last text to him is on October 2021. I was asking him to show me some pictures but he ignored me again. So, I guess that he is really not interested in me anymore. 

The thing is I'm not so heartbroken because I knew that some guys can change their habits towards us. So, I never put my feelings too much into them anymore. I learned a lot. I, Thank God again because I managed to learn some Chinese language since I started working. Even tho I'm still single(not married), I'm happy with my life. My family and friends love me. Friends, come and go. So, I moved on.

On November 2021,

I installed a friendship app, the app where we can make friends around the world. I chat with this person. He was a very funny person and also caring to me. I didn't realize that he has feelings for me. But the thing is I'm scared of loving someone so much. I had feelings for him on May 2022 but I have to meet him first. So, let's see how it goes. I'm happy that he is kind and caring to me and also to my family. 

Next, I started work again. I was working in the hotel industry but things went bad. I don't want to say the negative side. I just can say that it was a good experience working there. So, I quit and left jobless until 2021. It was 2019 before going back to New Zealand but I didn't manage to go back to that country because I thought I could get a permanent job here. It's too bad. xD Anyways, I'm happy with my current job now. I'm working in a retail company and the bosses are kind to me. I just want a happy and healthy life. 

I don't know what else I can talk about now. It was 12.45am when I started typing and now 1.00am. I should be doing my daily, weekly and monthly reports but I guess it is time to write about my life every day (If I can remember). I hope I can make this blog my dairy. So, I can read back whatever I do when I become an old lady in future. hahaha. 

By the way, I just bought pants for working and hanging out, Pikachu and Squirtle mask. lol. I hope my parents are fine with them. xD I really need it. I need extra shoes too but I will wait for my supervisor to give me the shoes. If I can wear them, I no need to buy them. 

I will write in my diary again tomorrow. I hope I can remember. 

Good night and sweet dreams. I wish everyone around the world good health and happiness.

God bless you all and Amen.

Philippians 4:13

I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.

Perhaps you know that tomorrow will be a stressful day or one filled with physical struggles. Go to sleep with the words of this verse running through your mind so you can face the future with confidence. Knowing that Jesus is behind you every step of the way eases your burden.